piglee

first things first. i got a hair cut.

notice how dirty my mirror is.. which i still haven't hung up yet... o well.

i hope you like it? im just getting use to it, and im kinda into it.

this fathers day was spent with aly and i's dad.. okay aly's dad but he has adopted me so now i am a part of the family.. and always have been. he even introduces me as his daughter. its fabulous. anyway for fathers day we had brunch at the most darling restaurant in D.C i loved it.

aly turned the flash on my camera which is deathly blinding and it scared everyone, including myself.

in the bathroom.. i dont know why aly took this picture. i look like a "scene" boy. haha.

we then headed to adams morgan which is a city in washington d.c. it is so darling there i couldn't even take it. i had been there many times before but now i just go to georgetown and such and i totally forgot how awesome the place was. while in adams morgan i spotted the coolest store in the whole in maryland. i couldn't even take it. (wow i say that a lot) anyway.. pictures speak for itself. i was so amazed.

so many vintage records and posters it was like heaven on earth they had like cut outs and like an pretty in pink pink poster i just was in sheer amazement.

the pretty in pink poster that i love haha.

whoever is smoking in that picture and that guy next to her i think they are the most darling couple ever. even though she is definitely killing her boyfriend by smoking but im hoping its a prop. i want to be that girl in the picture for some odd reason. the boy is so mysterious its attractive and the girl is too.

i tried to get the magazine rack and shoes.. and somehow i got myself in it as well. lame.

the vintage clothing, accessories, and sunglasses.

doc martins and the who!

i love the vintage skateboards on the ceiling i though it was a cool way to decorate the place. there was so much misfits things there it was insane it was like heaven.. notice the one billion dollar bill.

the clothing there was lovely.

we then ended up at this darling little lounge place that was decorated like some cool central station but it reminded aly and i more about alice in wonderland or something. it was great.

marilyn oh marilyn you are so classy and beautiful... well not so classy, but owell.

"oh my i didnt see you here," said princess. "if you dont leave right now i will wreck you," said aly.

sneaking. sneak. snuck.

i had to add alys off with their heads photo.

today... well not exactly today, but it really hit me hard, today that i realized im not comfortable in my own skin. i want to change so many things about myself inside and outer. i wish i was a person that could stick up for herself and take sides and stick up to people for friends. i wish i was stronger im such an... whats the word?... soft? NO. sensitive person. i wish my appearance was better and that i was skinnier and prettier and so many things. 

another thing i am also having anxiety problems. its not good. i cant think straight and too much is on my mind and i want to laugh and cry at the same time. i absolutely hate it. i dont even know why. i also am having guy problems? yeah and guess what.. ive never been kissed. i dont know why am i telling you that.. anyway i dont think i have much to say because if i keep on going ill never stop.

OH AND A SPECIAL THANK YOU TO AUTUMNANN SHE IS ALWAYS TALKING TO ME WHEN THESE RIDICULOUS THINGS HAPPEN. SHE IS LIKE THE BEST PERSON EVER. I ADORE HER.... I LOVE YOU AUTUMN.

are you comfortable in your own skin? do you guys have anxiety at all?

xoxo Princess (piglee)